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Friday, June 02, 2006
sitting here in the dark..
Currently playing : Nasty Nardo - Let's Get A Room I
just thought I'd come back here, to remember old memories, of me being
naive, of me, being me. After switching blogs I realised that, it was A
blog, not MY blog. So I guess I'm coming back to my roots, where I
belong, and not writting about how great my life is cos it sure isn't.
Although it's amazing how my studies are going smoothly, life kinda
stinks at the moment. I remember days with more laughter, more friends, more love. Something's definitely missing in my life, and it's probably God. I'm not the person I used to be, without Him,
each day seems harder to pass. Being lonely, I've never imagined a
thought of being that way, ever. I've always been surrounded by people,
who care, love, and cherish every single moment we spent together.
Life has definitely changed for me personally in the past few years,
different groups of friends, different thinking, and outlook on life. I
want my life back, I want to be 15 again, young and innocent to this
cruel.. cruel world that I've stepped myself into. I know that I can,
it's just that I don't want to. My mind tells me 1, but my body says 0.
In all quietness each night, as I lay on my bed, preparing for another
dream, hopefully of joys and laughter, occasionally, I get something
scary :/. I think about you each night, and chatting seems to enlighten me just a lil.
Thank you for putting up with
me and not expecting anything in return, which melts my heart to it's
inner soul. I still feel the same way as I do, when we first met. You're not just my girl, you're my friend, my companion.
On a lighter note, Pei Yun wants to be Nicole Richie. Pei says: lol ahh so sien man do you think nicole richie is hot joe says: nope fugly dont tell me u wanna be like her Pei says: no i just want her body not her face lol joe says: but she's like, skinny as a joint Pei says: a joint.. hmmm joe says: o0
Posted at 04:34 am by corezo
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Friday, February 24, 2006
Posted at 01:30 am by corezo
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
well another msian holiday has passed
things seem different now in nz
things change, people change
sometimes, life has to be rearranged
so i guess it's my turn to do so
looking back at the year that i had
it's been rather fun
but some issues are hard to run.. from
friendship has always been a big part
of my life, and i do appreciate all of it
but some people don't
and they'll never know
until they realise it on their own
i hope this year
won't remind me of the days in college
had friends
that i rather not have
:)
Posted at 03:04 am by corezo
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Monday, November 14, 2005
just realised that i haven't been updating my blog kinda lazy, and busy with exams geee first time i've ever studied so much hope it pays off? hehe well cept for 7th form which we sneaked into uni libraries and studied our asses off cos we were afraid that we wouldn't get into uni or something o.0 oh well, it's been a quite a pretty smooth year got to know alot of ppl especially msians moving into the city next year hope plans go well
can't wait to get back to msia those who don't know when you'll find out sooner or later when i arrive ^^ so yeah, if you see me you see me can't be bothered spreading it around aights, back to tv and then early start tmrw legal studies is a pain in the ass ;(
ciao
Posted at 09:51 pm by corezo
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
it's been a long time since i last posted, heh, been too busy foos-ing and studying. well not really studying, more playing i must admit. oh did i mention foos? there's a foosball table at my friends' apartment. it's awesome. i've gone from not knowing how to play at all to a pretty average player, can do backshots, push and pull. still trying to control the ball well and the snake shot, oh yes, i can do the 7 shot, but not consistent. hehe.
exams are in about 5 weeks, should be really studying hard for it. been slacking off too long really. hope i do well. it's about time i thought about my future instead of what's infront of me now. example, GIRLSGIRLSandGIRLS. haha. seriuosly, mitch and i always talk about chicks, but the fact is, i realised that i haven't got the heart to go for anyone right now, guess it's time i "retired" until my next "revival". lol. more over, girls are a mess and a waste of time, can't say all the time, but when you think about it, how much time you've wasted thinking about them, what to get them, how to get them, and things you could do to make them like you. geez, been there, bored of it already. guess it's time for my friends now hehe.
Posted at 02:03 am by corezo
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

you lead me to think we had this thing going on all handled well i thought we belonged it came true and what did you do? you denied it when people asked you how innocent and sweet you were to me and you're just letting me be now,forever and eternity i can't believe you're doing this i feel like jumping off a tower and never seeing you again why should i be the one that have to go thru this pain i didn't look thru your eyes when you said you liked me maybe that's why you betrayed me 7months.
Posted at 10:46 am by corezo
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
the return of the toilet stories
so here i was, as usual , using my technique to conquer the almighty toilet seat, i must admit, i owned it. hard. anyway, while i was doing so, subsequently, i looked to my right, and there it was, the amazing hook, which hooks all your unwanted clothing while fighting the great battle of poo.

obviuosly, this isn't just about the amazing hook i've come to love and cherish. while i was in the scene of battle, suddenly this dude just rushes into the "room" next to me slams the door, causing me to nearly lose my balance, and my technique was slightly out of place, none the less, i stayed calm and said "i'll just finish and get out" the unforgiven souless bitch started moaning "urghhhh" *BADOM* (yes sound effects included) never in my life i have had such bad toilet battles. on my way out, i gave him to good old slam on the door as hard as i could walked out of the door and turned off the lights. exactly, "what now biatch?!"
so yeah, it's been sorta busy these past weeks, assignments and assesments, been slightly hardworking, phew that was hard to type. mich, becky and fye is coming to NZ to visit their good old buddy, ME! so i'm pretty excited, this saturday it's gona be a party for 5 days when they're around, planning to take them around as much as i can since i have holidays, it's gona be really fun busybusybusy! tc ciaos! p/s: i'm drinking coffee without milk cos we ran out, im dieing.
Posted at 01:57 am by corezo
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Monday, September 12, 2005
it's 3am in the morning and i just decided to update my current music list, it's trance month baby. so here goes my pretty long-ish list.
Groove Coverage - 7 years and 50 days she are you ready beat just goes god is a girl million tears moonlight shadow runaway remember poison
DJ Scott Project - D X club Bizarre space frog thunder in Paradise O (Overdrive) F meteor seven
DJ Tiesto - ayla traffic lethal industry adiago for strings
Hard Kandy : Kandy Kollective - never forget who you are
Yakooza - cocaine
Hypertraxx - paranoid
Gouryella - ligaya
Hennes and Cold - the second trip
know you'll appreciate this ron, i'm sure some of em you've never heard of and i've got more to come :) too lazy to type it all, enjoy.
Posted at 04:25 am by corezo
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Posted at 11:29 pm by corezo
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
 firstly, i decided to have an early night tonight. after having dinner with wibian, josh and daniel i headed off to the bus stop only to realise my all day pass is lost (it's a ticket for 9bux which allows you to travel anywhere throughout the whole day). so i bought a ticket, wasting another 4.60$. could've bought a drink with that ^^.
 on the way to the bus stop. i stumbled upon these street preachers. they had their singing going along, nothing wrong, then all of a sudden this guy goes 'there's no other way to heaven than God' blablabla. well yes i believe in that. but hey, you don't have to say it out loud. for me, i personally believe that you have to know that person, in order to inspire him into something, it's like dota, how your friends place it, and you follow cos it seems so 'happening', so to speak. street preaching just scares people away and makes people sceptic towards christianity. won't elaborate more cos' i'm so freakin tired now.
 on the way home, saw some cops, handling this kid right from behind him holding him against the policeVAN. i thought to myself. geez teenages these days sure are stupid. not like i'm the smartest one of all, but hey, think about the consiquences(sp).
that's my day i guess. tired. sleepy. bye
Posted at 03:30 am by corezo
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