Friday, June 02, 2006
sitting here in the dark..

Currently playing : Nasty Nardo - Let's Get A Room

I just thought I'd come back here, to remember old memories, of me being naive, of me, being me. After switching blogs I realised that, it was A blog, not MY blog. So I guess I'm coming back to my roots, where I belong, and not writting about how great my life is cos it sure isn't. Although it's amazing how my studies are going smoothly, life kinda stinks at the moment.

I remember days with more laughter, more friends, more love. Something's definitely missing in my life, and it's probably God. I'm not the person I used to be, without Him, each day seems harder to pass. Being lonely, I've never imagined a thought of being that way, ever. I've always been surrounded by people, who care, love, and cherish every single moment we spent together.

Life has definitely changed for me personally in the past few years, different groups of friends, different thinking, and outlook on life. I want my life back, I want to be 15 again, young and innocent to this cruel.. cruel world that I've stepped myself into. I know that I can, it's just that I don't want to. My mind tells me 1, but my body says 0. In all quietness each night, as I lay on my bed, preparing for another dream, hopefully of joys and laughter, occasionally, I get something scary :/. I think about you each night, and chatting seems to enlighten me just a lil.

Thank you for putting up with me and not expecting anything in return, which melts my heart to it's inner soul. I still feel the same way as I do, when we first met. You're not just my girl, you're my friend, my companion.



On a lighter note, Pei Yun wants to be Nicole Richie.

Pei says:
lol
ahh so sien man
do you think nicole richie is hot

joe says:
nope
fugly
dont tell me u wanna be like her

Pei says:
no i just want her body
not her face
lol

joe says:
but she's like, skinny as a joint

Pei says:
a joint.. hmmm

joe says:
o0



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Friday, February 24, 2006
Moved.

MOVED TO another blog . Updates there :).

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
bein' back on track

well another msian holiday has passed
things seem different now in nz
things change, people change
sometimes, life has to be rearranged
so i guess it's my turn to do so
looking back at the year that i had
it's been rather fun
but some issues are hard to run.. from
friendship has always been a big part
of my life, and i do appreciate all of it
but some people don't
and they'll never know
until they realise it on their own
i hope this year
won't remind me of the days in college
had friends
that i rather not have
:)


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Monday, November 14, 2005
update

just realised that i haven't been updating my blog
kinda lazy, and busy with exams
geee first time i've ever studied so much
hope it pays off? hehe
well cept for 7th form which we sneaked into uni
libraries and studied our asses off
cos we were afraid that we
wouldn't get into uni or something o.0
oh well, it's been a quite a pretty smooth year
got to know alot of ppl
especially msians
moving into the city next year
hope plans go well

can't wait to get back to msia
those who don't know when
you'll find out sooner or later
when i arrive ^^
so yeah, if you see me you see me
can't be bothered spreading it around
aights, back to tv and then early start tmrw
legal studies is a pain in the ass ;(

ciao


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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
untitled.

it's been a long time since i last posted, heh, been too busy foos-ing and studying.
well not really studying, more playing i must admit.
oh did i mention foos? there's a foosball table at my friends' apartment.
it's awesome. i've gone from not knowing how to play at all
to a pretty average player, can do backshots, push and pull.
still trying to control the ball well and the snake shot, oh yes,
i can do the 7 shot, but not consistent. hehe.

exams are in about 5 weeks, should be
really studying hard for it. been slacking off too long really.
hope i do well. it's about time i thought about
my future instead of what's infront of me now. example, GIRLSGIRLSandGIRLS.
haha. seriuosly, mitch and i always talk about chicks,
but the fact is, i realised that i haven't got the
heart to go for anyone right now, guess it's time
i "retired" until my next "revival". lol. more over,
girls are a mess and a waste of time, can't say all the time,
but when you think about it, how much time you've wasted
thinking about them, what to get them, how to get them,
and things you could do to make them like you.
geez, been there, bored of it already.
guess it's time for my friends now hehe.


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Saturday, September 24, 2005
betrayed

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you lead me to think
we had this thing going on
all handled well
i thought we belonged
it came true
and what did you do?
you denied it
when people asked you
how innocent and sweet
you were to me
and you're just letting me be
now,forever and eternity
i can't believe you're doing this
i feel like jumping off a tower
and never seeing you again
why should i be the one
that have to go thru this pain
i didn't look thru your eyes
when you said you liked me
maybe that's why
you betrayed me
7months.


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
the return of the toilet stories

so here i was, as usual
, using my technique to conquer the almighty toilet seat,
i must admit, i owned it. hard. anyway,
while i was doing so, subsequently, i looked to my right,
and there it was, the amazing hook,
which hooks all your unwanted
clothing while fighting the
great battle of poo.

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obviuosly, this isn't just about the
amazing hook i've come to love and cherish.
while i was in the scene of battle,
suddenly this dude just rushes
into the "room" next to me
slams the door, causing me to nearly
lose my balance, and my technique was
slightly out of place,
none the less, i stayed calm and said
"i'll just finish and get out"
the unforgiven souless bitch started moaning
"urghhhh" *BADOM* (yes sound effects included)
never in my life i have had such bad toilet battles.
on my way out, i gave him to good old
slam on the door as hard as i could
walked out of the door and turned off the lights.
exactly, "what now biatch?!"

so yeah, it's been sorta busy these past weeks,
assignments and assesments, been slightly
hardworking, phew that was hard to type.
mich, becky and fye is coming to NZ
to visit their good old buddy,
ME!
so i'm pretty excited, this saturday
it's gona be a party for 5 days
when they're around, planning
to take them around as much as i can
since i have holidays, it's gona be really fun
busybusybusy!
tc ciaos!
p/s: i'm drinking coffee without milk cos we ran out, im dieing.


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Monday, September 12, 2005
trancediction

it's 3am in the morning and i just decided to
update my current music list,
it's trance month baby.
so here goes my pretty long-ish list.

Groove Coverage -
7 years and 50 days
she
are you ready
beat just goes
god is a girl
million tears
moonlight shadow
runaway
remember
poison

DJ Scott Project -
D
X
club Bizarre
space frog
thunder in Paradise
O (Overdrive)
F
meteor seven

DJ Tiesto -
ayla
traffic
lethal industry
adiago for strings

Hard Kandy : Kandy Kollective -
never forget who you are

Yakooza -
cocaine

Hypertraxx -
paranoid

Gouryella -
ligaya

Hennes and Cold -
the second trip

know you'll appreciate this ron,
i'm sure some of em you've never
heard of and i've got more to come :)
too lazy to type it all, enjoy.


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Monday, September 05, 2005
shoptillyaflop

guess it's time for an update, been shoppin' lately, yeah pretty metro, so to speak but anyhoo. here it is.

bagMOOKS
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offthewallsVANS
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walletLV
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haven't been doing much cept for the odd clubs and assignments, life is alright =) can't wait to get back to msia.


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Saturday, August 27, 2005
randomDAY

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firstly, i decided to have an early night tonight. after having dinner with wibian, josh and daniel
i headed off to the bus stop only to realise my all day pass is lost
(it's a ticket for 9bux which allows you to travel anywhere throughout the whole day).
so i bought a ticket, wasting another 4.60$. could've bought a drink with that ^^.

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on the way to the bus stop. i stumbled upon these street preachers.
they had their singing going along, nothing wrong, then all of a sudden this guy goes 'there's no other way to heaven than God' blablabla. well yes i believe in that.
but hey, you don't have to say it out loud. for me,
i personally believe that you have to
know that person, in order to inspire him into something, it's like dota,
how your friends place it, and you follow cos it seems so 'happening',
so to speak. street preaching just scares people away
and makes people sceptic towards christianity.
won't elaborate more cos' i'm so freakin tired now.

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on the way home, saw some cops, handling this kid right from behind him
holding him against the policeVAN. i thought to myself.
geez teenages these days sure are stupid. not like i'm the
smartest one of all, but hey, think about the consiquences(sp).

that's my day i guess. tired. sleepy. bye


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